1. |
Takeoff [Intro]
00:44
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2. |
Unhinged
02:55
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I’ve been here before, expecting different outcomes
Held captive by these fingers
And when the trigger pulls, and I’m left without a mind
It's the apathy that lingers
I can’t escape my own mind...
I didn't mind being alone, until thoughts crawled in my dome
And I'm seized by the cringe
I’ll need you down the road, to be with someone when it gets cold
When my thoughts begin to tinge...
My whole life becomes unhinged
I want to make to a move, but these muscles just won’t listen
Seized by the fear embedded
I guess that I’ll just wait and construct a new approach
But my confidence is shredded
I’m withering away...
I didn't mind being alone, until thoughts crawled in my dome
And I'm seized by the cringe
I’ll need you down the road, to be with someone when it gets cold
When my thoughts begin to tinge...
My whole life becomes unhinged
I said I didn't mind being alone, until thoughts crawled in my dome
And I'm seized by the cringe...
My whole life becomes unhinged
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3. |
Stargazer
03:52
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I guess I find it strange
That the words that we exchange
Will mean nothing in a day
And I’ll see you in my dreams
As you’re unstitching all the seams
In my introverted brain
I may be a bit withdrawn
And I’ll be gone before too long
But between you and me
There’s 500 Miles of desert
And this long string of letters
And I wish you were here to see...
I’ve been staring at the night sky for far too long
Just trying to find the lights
And I’ll stay out in the desert with just the moon to share the night
'Cause in a starless city, the skyline will suffice
And though we meet in common places
I’m a stranger that is faceless
But I keep finding yours
Through different ages and different times
You don't seem to recognize
You’re the reason I come back for more
I’ve reached an all time low
And I'm just trying to get back home
To be without a friend, again
To inhale this green sublime
To shift this awful paradigm
And wait for the stars to show again
I’ve been staring at the night sky for far too long
Just trying to find the lights
And I’ll stay out in the desert with just the moon to share the night
'Cause in a starless city, the skyline will suffice
And I need to leave
'Cause this place is not for me
I need to find my way back home
And I’m sick of being high
Just watching time pass by
And the sense of being all alone
I’ve been staring at the night sky for far too long
Just trying to find the lights
And I’ll stay out in the desert with just the moon to share the night
'Cause in a starless city, the skyline will suffice
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4. |
Sweet Inebriation
03:50
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I was a lost vessel, drifting aimlessly through space
Attracted to the pull of your gravitational embrace
A sight for sore eyes, you were a beautiful wandering moon
Oh what a shame it is that we would be disjointed oh so soon
Nevermind, let's just get drunk to pass the time
In sweet inebriation
And even though we get annoyed, we stay together to avoid
The lonesome obligations
I was a lost atom, drifting through the great beyond
Searching for a mate to share a stable covalent bond
A flash of lightning, you were unbalanced just like me
And even though we fit, I’m not sure that this is really what we need
Nevermind, let's just get drunk to pass the time
In sweet inebriation
And even though we get annoyed, we stay together to avoid
The lonesome obligations
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5. |
Grey Skies
03:05
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I’ve come back here to settle my debts
Come to bury the hatchet, to relive the sunsets
And you seemed so sad, thought I forgot my roots?
Thought I skipped the growing process, just collected the fruits
That I will sell...things haven't changed back here in hell
This isn't goodbye my friends 'cause I know that we'll meet
In heaven when we die in the end and
I left this city in a blender set too high
Got way out of dodge and looked towards bluer skies
These skies are grey...but I thought about them everyday
On Friday nights I’d hang out with my friends
Not thinking about the future 'cause I thought it'd never end
Now I’m here meeting up with my friends in town
Looks like we didn't grow up, we're still screwing around
The peace we still disrupt, things haven't changed here all that much
This isn't goodbye my friends cause I know that we'll meet
In heaven when we die in the end and
I left this city on a blender set too high
Got way out of dodge and looked towards bluer skies
These skies are grey...but I thought about them everyday
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6. |
Rinse, Repeat
04:06
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Brought together to be torn apart
Living in moments that you won't recall
What will happen when the music stops?
Abusing your body in the name of fun
Coming down and coming undone
Can’t escape your demons but you still run
Just enough to get a buzz...
You hate yourself so you sever the ties
Can't remember all the so-called good times
They aren't your friends, they're just here for the ride
The wagon you fell off just left you behind
(You fell behind)
(You fell behind)
(You fell behind)
Can't remember what we’re celebrating
Losing yourself, never returning
Cause you can't deal with reality
Keep digging your grave since it doesn't fit you
Pushing me out with your brash attitude
You only live once with one life to lose
Just enough to have an excuse...
You will feel better when you get your fix
Don’t fool yourself, you’ve become an addict
Sobering for the next celebration
A poison that’s killing a generation
(A generation)
(A generation)
(A generation)
Names don't matter and faces will blur
It’s too late by the time that you learn
The only way you are tolerable...
Surfing from one bed and onto the next
Need an excuse to be honest
Drinking to ignore the regret
Just enough to take off the edge...
Chasing your footsteps, become your shadow
Adding more color will eventually dull
Repeating the cycle that you have been shown
Cause you can’t stand a glass half full
(A glass half full)
(A glass half full)
(A glass half full)
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I wish that you could see
Your every move takes a part of me
But the one you need I'll never be
Desire begins
When words end
Did I make us up inside my head?
Pain is my drug, so whats the dosage?
Take me in and break me down
Who I was doesn't matter now
Everything you are just
Sickens me, and
I’m facing demons in myself
A broken mask hides a glass shell
A moment in heaven for
An eternity in hell
I find addiction is
An unusual thing
Convinces you that its
Something voluntary
I'm tracing back the lies
To find the truth
Funny how they always
Lead back to you
I'm holding onto hands that hold me down
Take me in and break me down
Who I was doesn't matter now
Everything you are just
Sickens me, and
I’m facing demons in myself
A broken mask hides a glass shell
A moment in heaven for
An eternity in hell
Take me in and break me down
Who I was doesn't matter now
Everything I am just
Sickens me, and
I’m facing demons in myself
A broken masks hides a glass shell
Am I really in heaven or
Just daydreaming in hell?
Just take control and take it all
I tried to run before I crawled
I never land after I fall
Just take control and take it all
I tried to run before I crawled
I never land after I fall
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8. |
S.O.S.
03:49
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I'm following my dreams
And the oceans calling me
To it I pray for steady waves
Not breaking at the seams
Sailing through a blue bliss
When the winds begin to shift
Then the waves rise and I capsize
Consumed by the black abyss
Hurricane...
Searching for survival atop of these waves
Intervention divine, I'm rescued in time
As I feel myself pulled from the fray...
I shouldn't be alive
An ambitious neophyte
Without a clue, trying to
Make waves in foreign tides
This compass points towards home
But at the first sign of coast
I see flooding tides, no sign of life,
Dead bridges I must atone
Disarray...
Searching for survivors beneath these waves
I’m praying to god, but he won't respond
Treading in the wakes that we made...
...Consumed by the black abyss
Washed away...
Searching for survivors beneath these waves
I’m praying to god, but he won't respond
And I wish that I shared their grave
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9. |
Inhibitions
03:13
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Here we go again, another war inside my mind
(Which side will will win this time?)
When I think of things that I want to say and do...
(If only you could move)
A future that I know I'll never find inside your eyes
Can't help but fantasize.
But it’s just not meant to be, there’s something stopping me
It’s just my inhibitions...again.
These thoughts don’t want to hide, but I force them back inside
(You do this to yourself)
And it’s hard to tell what’s real when I shelter what I feel
(Maybe you should get some help)
I’d get out of this hell if I was someone else
I’m tired of being me
But I’ll stay here in my shell, a comfort zone that I can dwell
It’s just my inhibitions…
And I’m feeling petrified
Watching life pass me by
Can’t seem to tell the difference between
Living and waiting till we die
A future that I know I’ll never find inside your eyes
Can't help but fantasize.
But it’s just not meant to be, there’s something stopping me
'Cause it’s just my inhibitions...
(Cause I'm just your inhibitions)
(Yeah I'm just your inhibitions)
Yeah it’s just my inhibitions...again.
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10. |
As Good as it Gets
02:45
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I’m waking up to a brand new day
It's like I never really fell asleep in the first place
We fight the clock going down that road
Things are never that bad when you're not alone
I’m taking pictures in my mind
I’m doing everything just to say I tried
These feelings are so surreal, just like a vivid dream
As I’m flipping through the pictures of these distant memories
And I ponder the idea every now and then
And I realize things can’t be the same again
I’m waking up to a brand new day
So why does it feel like nothing has changed?
We fight the clock going down that road
But we've gotta face the fact that we're getting old
I’m taking pictures in my mind
But my best days have already passed me by
These feelings are so surreal, just like a vivid dream
As I’m flipping through the pictures of these distant memories
And I ponder the idea every now and then
And I realize things can’t be,
Can’t be the same again
These feelings are so surreal, just like a vivid dream
As I’m flipping through the pictures of these distant memories
And I ponder the idea every now and then
And I realize things can’t be the same again
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11. |
Turnout
08:15
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He’s been here way too long, a stranger to this town
He doesn’t want to grow his roots into this ground
In the place where angels fall, he's finished his penance
Staring down the tracks, clutching deliverance
'Cause he’s tired of being trapped
He’s waiting to detach
His drive has been all sapped
He won’t be looking back
She left her home to see the city made of lights
In days of malcontent, she finds heaven in the night
Uprooted from bad soil to a place where she can thrive
Staring down the tracks, dreaming of new life
And she’s straying from the map
She’s making her own path
As she’s speeding down the tracks
She won’t be looking back
A sigh of relief and screeching wheels, time ripped asunder
Between departure and arrival they found each other
Vapid people in a plastic town, the paradigms destroyed
Sneaking glances for eternity...
Beating hearts in a lifeless void
...But the moment would pass
A Bittersweet advance
Dividing at the track
They both looked back...
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12. |
Cosmonaut
05:07
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And I never got the chance to tell you how I felt
And you didn’t really get to know me all that well
You know It never happened because you left
Me down on Earth
Every night I tried to find you when I looked up at the sky
I stayed up waiting for the planets to align
'Cause I wanted to follow i just needed a sign
That it was time
And I’d gladly spend my life, chasing after you
Just to hear you say that you feel the way I do
So here I go, I’m shooting out past the moon
I'm just a cosmonaut and I'm chasing after you
And I had no map to guide me, no compass to follow
I let my heart lead me where I had to go
I sailed across the stars on worlds I had never known
Searching for you
I had to leave my life behind to realize my dreams
And giving up on everything I knew wasn't easy
But I guess that growing pains were necessary
I'll see you soon
...And I thought that I had heard, a familiar sound
I saw your face again when I turned around
I couldn't believe what I finally found
I'm just a cosmonaut and I'm lifting off the ground
For you I walked across the interstellar
I know that we'll be this way forever
And our adventures are far from over
I'm just a cosmonaut and I'm heading back to Earth
I'm just a cosmonaut...and I'm chasing after you
I'm just a cosmonaut...and I'm lifting off the ground
I'm just a cosmonaut...and I'm heading back to Earth
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13. |
Stargazer [Ukulele]
04:21
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I guess I find it strange
That the words that we exchange
Will mean nothing in a day
And I’ll see you in my dreams
As you’re unstitching all the seams
In my introverted brain
I may be a bit withdrawn
And I’ll be gone before too long
But between you and me
There’s 500 Miles of desert
And this long string of letters
And I wish you were here to see...
I’ve been staring at the night sky for far too long
Just trying to find the lights
And I’ll stay out in the desert with just the moon to share the night
'Cause in a starless city, the skyline will suffice
And though we meet in common places
I’m a stranger that is faceless
But I keep finding yours
Through different ages and different times
You don't seem to recognize
You’re the reason I come back for more
I’ve reached an all time low
And I'm just trying to get back home
To be without a friend, again
To inhale this green sublime
To shift this awful paradigm
And wait for the stars to show again
I’ve been staring at the night sky for far too long
Just trying to find the lights
And I’ll stay out in the desert with just the moon to share the night
'Cause in a starless city, the skyline will suffice
And I need to leave
'Cause this place is not for me
I need to find my way back home
And I’m sick of being high
Just watching time pass by
And the sense of being all alone
I’ve been staring at the night sky for far too long
Just trying to find the lights
And I’ll stay out in the desert with just the moon to share the night
'Cause in a starless city, the skyline will suffice
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DEATHbySUSHI Reno, Nevada
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